Don't Worry 'cause It's All Under Control...

But sometimes I worry it isn't. What can you do?

I can't watch any youtube videos. My mother is eating up the intarwebz, so sorry. I'll watch you tomorrow...and hopefully make a video tomorrow. YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE IS TOMORROW?! THE RELEASE OF PAPER TOWNS BY JOHN GREEN!!!! I don't think I've ever been this excited for a book to come out...even Harry Potter! Lolzers, Harry and the Potters just came on iTunes. 

I've been meaning to blog more. It's not that I don't want to, it's that I don't haz time. I swear I've sat down at 10PM and been like "Do I have time to blog tonight?" and the answer is always no because I have 203948320948 videos to watch. Since the intarwebz is all laggy, I have time time tonight :)

Band is ridiculous. I spend ALL my time there and the section is just getting really bitchy and horrible. People are controlling and we just don't want it. I can take care of myself fine, thank you very much. I care too much about something I have very little control over.

One of my best friends has completely forgotten about me. I don't know what else to do.

Paper Towns comes out tomorrow. Buy It. It'll make me, John, Hank, and all the nerdfighters happy. It's the only real thing that I'm looking forward to.

Hi, my name is Emily.

Currently Listening To: Firefly by Blue Skies (cover)

Back to the Middle of Nowhere

It has literally been age since I've listened to the album version of Hot Hot Heat's "Middle of Nowhere" and it brings back memories. Memories of when I knew what was going on, and there was no complication of out-of-state and international friends. My friends that were farthest away were 2 hours because of camp. The internet has shown me my best friends and along with it brought loads of complications. But this isn't about the internet, or youtube, or friends. This is about a time when I knew what to expect. I knew to expect that I would fight with a friend, I would wear plaid pajamas to school and not care, and act like I owned the world and life was good. Those days are gone, and when we live them, we don't treasure them. We should, but hey, we don't have time to savor good moments in life, do we? We're too busy living our everyday life to remember that life is good. It's good and it's nice and we don't realize it living everyday life. Hell, if we had a chance to realize that life was this good, we wouldn't be crying over lost money, lost love, or a difference of opinion. Granted, we probably would be too hurt or to scared to remember that life is good. 

We always wish we were back to the time when life 

was simple and life was good. Life is good. you just have to realize it.

Hi, My name is Emily.

Currently Listening to: Four of Five by Backseat Goodbye.

They're Spreading Blankets On The Beach

This is obviously not me. If life was as I wanted, I could be. I mean, not the fact that I would be preggers, but you know. I would have a cute boyfriend who I was totally in love with who would play guitar with and be totally nerdy with. There's so much that I want and I just can't haz it.

Roman's birthday is tomorrow. I'm baking him cookies. And then writing him a letter, skanks to the idea of one Charlie and Emily. I feel like a mega-bad person, but I mean, I've been putting it off for a few weeks.

I have thursday off. I think I'll bake some cookies. I LIKE TO BAKE. Ben says that I'll be a really good wife because I'll bake and make dinner and then do what my husband has asked of me. Maybe I can, you know, be a good wife and um, also be my own person?

I really think I like you. 

Too Bad. 

Hi, My name is Emily.

Currently listening to: First Day Of My Life by Bright Eyes

My Chops

Are TOAST! My lips literally feel ridiculously chapped and worn out and this ensures that I probably will play very very little tomorrow night at the football game. But that's okay. I'm only in it for the boys ;).

If I only had one more hour in the day, preferably between 3-4PM then life might be a little more sweet. We would call this hour...oh...Thour? That would be the designated hour for me to talk to my intarwebz friends. I never get ANY time EVAR to talk to them. Especially since band started and saturdays are completely off limit now. I don't even want to talk about Saturday's schedule. 

Fine, you convinced me to!

I'm up at 9:30 so I can be at the high school by 10 so I can get to the parade by 10:15. Then I have the township day parade which apparently, SARAH PALIN WILL BE ATTENDING. I swear, if Sarah Palin tries to come near the band... Okay let's not sound to threatening. After the parade, I have to eat lunch in about an hour. I then have band until 3:15 then dinner and leaving. Then comes the band bus. Oh, I love the band bus. People get naked and people make out and people are just...humans. Then comes the anxiety. Warm up and practice for the competition, and then we compete. I'm estimating our arrival home at around 10-10:30. I'm just HOPING that I'll be able to talk to you all when I come home. 

Don't think this is a lie. I miss you guys so much and I just wish it was summer again so I could talk to you for 12 hours or more a day.

All in all, I miss you. Come live with me and we can have a party. If not, then a skype/msn/aim party will be order. 

<3

Hi, My name is Emily.

Currently listening to: I'm Yours by Jason Mraz.