Right as things start to go well

Something always has to go wrong. I never thought that one of my best friends would just start ignoring me one day and then tell me that I mean nothing to her. I took the fall for her. I stood up for her when people criticized her. I got her out of trouble when she totally could've gotten in trouble with me. But out of nowhere, I try to apologize then she calls me off on everything I've done. Every time I'm happy, she always has to put me in a bad mood. She went back on her words that she promised to me. She put my friendship with my serious best friend in complete jeopardy, because she couldn't hold back. I've tried to fix things after a complete tear in our friendship, and things just get worse. I can't try to say I'm fine, because this fight has been tearing me apart. But now I don't even want to try to think, because things are starting to get so shitty. I knew that things were starting to get bad, but I never thought she would just tell me she doesn't care. Even if she says that she doesn't, I know that somewhere she still does. 

listening to: Hide and Seek-Imogen Heap