I'm going to be sick.

I didn't ask for this. I was finally ready to let go. I had let go, and told myself that I wasn't going to care about you, or even deal with you any longer in my life. And so today, when EVERYTHING is looking up, you come back and feel the need to apologize and tell me what you did wrong. And that you fell in love with me. And that you're so so sorry. And all I can think about is that I was so in love with you and you pushed me aside and found another girl. What am I supposed to do?

I'm going to be sick. I'm so damn sure I'm going to puke.

There's another boy, and I'm about 99% sure he's going to ask me out. And I'm so goddamn ready for this, so ready to be fully and completely loved. And now you go and shit on all of my plans because you feel the need to tell me everything. And I appreciate that, but honestly, I can't take it.

I really can't.

The World Language Department.

Upon visiting the website for the languages department, I read that their goal is to teach their students of the world and to prepare them for "citizentship in a multi-cultural, multi-lingual global community." To be completely honest, if you want to prepare yourself for a world ful of cultures, what you should do is immerse yourself in that culture, travel, and get to know the people, and not just take one of the rinky dink language courses provided at my school. Although, I love my french class so so much, what about the kids that take spanish just because it's easy, or take italian because they're italian. I don't even think they want to be there and leave the country, they just want to learn so it looks good on their college application. Mind you, I'm taking french because I want to go to France and I think it'll help me in my future studies in Europe and where ever I go, be it England, or Scotland, or Africa, or the Carribean. It will help me in the future, and I'm glad for that.

ON ANOTHER NOTE: I fully intend on taking a nap so PEACE.

HI, my name is Emily.

Currrently listening to : When the Day Met the Night - Panic at the Disco.