I'm going to be sick.

I didn't ask for this. I was finally ready to let go. I had let go, and told myself that I wasn't going to care about you, or even deal with you any longer in my life. And so today, when EVERYTHING is looking up, you come back and feel the need to apologize and tell me what you did wrong. And that you fell in love with me. And that you're so so sorry. And all I can think about is that I was so in love with you and you pushed me aside and found another girl. What am I supposed to do?

I'm going to be sick. I'm so damn sure I'm going to puke.

There's another boy, and I'm about 99% sure he's going to ask me out. And I'm so goddamn ready for this, so ready to be fully and completely loved. And now you go and shit on all of my plans because you feel the need to tell me everything. And I appreciate that, but honestly, I can't take it.

I really can't.