Oh Really?!

I wish that I had a clippy to lead me through life. As much as I hate him for being annoying whilst typing papers and stuff, he gives some damn good advice.

For God knows what reason, I've begun to think that my boyfriend is just a friend and a friend is more then that. But for some reason I'm still using the "I have a boyfriend" defense in conversation. It's like, "Honestly, mind. Can't you just make a decision?" 

The football game tonight was amazing. I sat next to "friend" and we talked the entire night. Though, I must admit it was a really weird conversation, it was amazing. It was the something that I've been looking for in my real boyfriend, but UGH. Things just aren't easy. They are fo SHO not gonna get any easier, either. I just popped my ears.

I don't think I'm ready yet. 

Not ready for anything.

Hi, My name is Emily.

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