So much changes and yet I don't know how I got here...

A few weeks ago I was complaining about how I was never ever gonna be in a relationship and no one likes me. And last night I find myself in a relationship with a cute boy. 

DID I JINX MYSELF OR SUMMAT?

That would be a nice jinx if I did. Have I ever said to anyone that I actually wish on my eyelashes, because I do. And most times I wish for superficial things, but I guess maybe wishing on my eyelashes and at 11:11 has been working. Because this year has basically been looking up majorly. I'm so excited. But at the same time, I'm kinda scared of it. If I remember correctly, I sucked at relationships and nothing really worked out. But maybe it was because I was in middle school and had 0000 idea of what I was doing. So maybe I'm smarter and I can take things seriously. 

So yeah, I haz a boyfriend. He's a cutie. I think I'm his first girlfriend so things'll get interesting. I fell asleep on a couch last night and our friend Connor took a picture of me and sent it to the BF with the caption, "The Morning After." Of course, I was curled up into the fetal position and sleeping facing the couch. I megalulz'd when I found out. Later on when I had woken up, the BF sat down with me and I put my head on his lap and life just felt right.

Everything. Feels. Right. 

I'm so excited for life right now.

Hi, My name is Emily.

Listening to: Don't Stop by Girl Talk